The WildMan Chronicles

I spent over fifteen years trapped in pornography addiction—disconnected from my body, numb in my emotions, and cut off from the primal masculine fire that makes a man feel alive. I tried suppressing. I tried compensating. I tried thinking my way out. None of it worked. My real transformation began when I was forced back into my body through a difficult physical injury and an intense rehabilitation process. It demanded that I return to my breath, my eros, and the unconscious emotional patterns I had been avoiding. Through shadow work, somatic practices, masculine embodiment, and ritual, I reclaimed my sexuality, my power, and my relationship to myself—beyond addiction, shame, and disconnection. This became my path. And eventually, my offering. Today, I guide men through the same initiations I walked myself. Not as a therapist or coach, but as a man who has lived it, embodied it, and alchemized it. I also host the Bridger of Worlds: Masculine Embodiment & Spiritual Awakening podcast, where I speak openly about pornography, sexuality, mysticism, shadow work, spiritual embodiment, and the masculine initiation path. Because no man should ever have to walk this path alone. It is now my mission to share what I have learned—through presence, brotherhood, and lived experience.