Pachamama Sanctuary

I spent the weekend of November 14–16 at Pachamama Sanctuary, and let me tell you… I arrived hesitant, suspicious, borderline ready to turn the car around and pretend Google Maps betrayed me. I mean, trusting strangers in the woods of Maine with my mind, soul, and potentially embarrassing emotions? That’s a big commitment.

But sometimes life surprises you in the most unexpectedly magical ways.

From the moment I stepped onto the property, I was greeted by a team of people so genuinely kind, patient, and warm that I started wondering if they were actually angels who forgot to clock out. The entire staff is made up of volunteers — volunteers! — and yet they pampered us like we were VIP guests at a five-star spiritual resort. Whatever we needed, they were there. A blanket? They had it. A hug? On it. A deep conversation at 4:00 AM about the meaning of life, childhood memories, or that one time your emotions hijacked your steering wheel? Done.

Our group was wonderfully diverse; men, women, all ages, all backgrounds . some flying in from across the country, others driving straight into the Maine wilderness like we were on some quest. And honestly, we kind of were.

Sitting With the Medicine:

Now let’s talk about what actually happened when I sat with the medicine.

I went in with a list of physical issues: allergies to animals, fast heartbeat, PVCs… you know, the fun stuff. I figured maybe I’d get some clarity or feel slightly better. Instead? It was like the medicine looked at my list, cracked its knuckles, and said, “Don’t worry buddy, I got you.”

I felt physical healing immediately — not imaginary, not subtle, but real. My body softened. My symptoms calmed. It was like someone hit the reset button on my nervous system.

And then, once the medicine was done giving my body a tune-up, it went straight for my soul. Directly. No detours. No warm-up round.

I found myself revisiting memories: some heavy, some emotional, some I thought I had buried so deep even Google couldn’t find them. Post-war trauma, grief, sadness, anger, shame… the whole emotional buffet. But instead of drowning in any of it, I felt like I was finally able to look at everything with clarity, compassion, and love.

It wasn’t easy, but it was powerful. Freeing. Necessary.

By the end, I wasn’t just a little better, I felt like a different person. Physically lighter, emotionally clearer, spiritually stronger. I woke up the next day wondering if someone had swapped out my entire operating system overnight.

What made the experience even more incredible was the energy of the group around me. Imagine a room full of people all dealing with their own battles, heartbreak, anxiety, trauma, loss, yet somehow sharing strength, humor, and kindness with each other the entire time. Total strangers became family for the weekend. The kind of family that listens to your soul and hands you tissues before you even realize you’re crying.

And the staff? Absolute gems. They watched over us with the perfect balance of professionalism and heart. They knew when to step in, when to step back, and when to quietly place a bucket next to someone without needing to say a word (if you know, you know).

I went into Pachamama hesitant, unsure, and a little scared. I left with trust, love, clarity, and a whole new relationship with myself. I healed in ways I couldn’t imagine. I laughed, I cried, I released, I grew. And most importantly , I came back home feeling emotionally and physically renewed.

If you’re thinking about going, don’t hesitate. Seriously! don’t overthink it the way I did. You owe it to yourself. Healing isn’t something you postpone; it’s something you deserve now.

Pachamama Sanctuary didn’t just help me , it changed me.

And I recommend it with my full heart.

I was there on November 14, 2025. I had a very good experience. The staff was very kind and friendly. I also thank Mr. Derek for his excellent management and coordination. The combination of all these factors made all the participants feel very safe and happy. I strongly recommend that anyone in America who wants to have this experience visit this center.

This experience may not be for everyone, but if you feel called to this work, you have absolutely come to the right place. My time at Pachamama Sanctuary this weekend was nothing short of transformative. The entire staff is incredibly compassionate and attentive. From the moment you arrive, they are 100% focused on your healing process, creating an environment that feels completely safe and supportive. I have been to one other retreat center, and what truly sets this experience apart is the holistic approach. This isn't just about the retreat. It's about the integration, both during your stay and the continuous support offered after you leave. To me, this shows their genuine commitment to your entire journey. A truly top-notch experience focused on genuine healing. I cannot recommend it enough.

This was my second visit to Pachamama in four months. My experience was powerful, intense, and enlightening! I will not say it was easy. I will say that I am more than grateful for even the most challenging aspects of my journey. All of the staff were absolutely wonderful! Each and every one kind, patient, and truly caring. My time with Grandmother Ayahausca has changed me for the better! If you feel as if you are being called, do not hesitate! Pachamama Sanctuary is a safe and loving place to embark on your journey.

What a beautiful experience! The staff was amazing from check in to check out. The music was amazing and really enhanced the entire experience. I was really able to relax the entire weekend and work on myself. I learned a ton from a great breath work session, the ceremonies, and great conversations by the fire. Thank you, thank you, thank you!