About this Retreat
Hi, I’m Christian — a grounded and intuitive spaceholder who walks the path of transformation with deep respect for the ancient wisdom that came before us. My work is rooted in sacred plant traditions and breathwork practices that invite us to reconnect with what’s true, alive, and whole within.
Over the years I’ve worked with ayahuasca, psilohuasca, kambo, rapéh, and breathwork — each a powerful teacher in its own way. These sacred medicines open doors to deeper awareness, healing, and remembrance. I honor the indigenous traditions that have carried this knowledge for generations, while shaping it in a way that speaks to our Western hearts: grounded, safe, and accessible, yet always guided by respect and humility.
My way of holding space is calm and steady. I don’t try to lead or fix — I listen, feel, and respond to what arises. Sometimes that means silence, sometimes a word, a hand, or a look that reminds someone they are safe to let go. I trust in the intelligence of each person’s process and in the quiet wisdom that unfolds when we stop forcing and start allowing.
For me, ceremony doesn’t end when the music fades. Integration is an essential part of the journey — where the experience begins to weave itself into daily life. I believe true healing lies there: in the way we embody what we’ve seen, live what we’ve learned, and remember who we already are.
My name is Isabel.
I walk the path of remembrance — of coming home to the wisdom of the body, the whispers of nature, and the quiet knowing that lives within all of us.
For many years I worked in the corporate world, organizing, managing, and creating structure. But life had other plans. Through my own process of transformation — guided by the plants, by silence, by motherhood — I learned to trust a deeper intelligence that moves through all things.
Today, I hold space for others to reconnect with that same inner truth. In ceremony, I bring softness and presence. I listen — not only to words, but to energy, breath, and what wants to be seen. I believe healing happens in simplicity: in being seen, held, and allowed to unfold naturally.
With a background in social work, creative therapy, herbalism, and arts, I weave intuition with grounded care. I love creating beauty in the details — the atmosphere, the altar, the food — because every gesture can be a prayer.
Together with my partner Christian, I co-create So Alegria: a space of authenticity, deep respect for the plants, and the courage to meet yourself fully.
Details of this retreat
In the quiet embrace of nature, just half an hour from Den Bosch, we invite you to a deeply transformative weekend with two Psilohuasca ceremonies.
This sacred blend unites the wisdom of Caapi with the heart-opening essence of psilocybin — a natural teacher that helps you access deeper layers of consciousness, release stored emotions, and reconnect with an ancient knowing within yourself.
Throughout the weekend, you’ll be lovingly guided in a small, intimate group. There is time for silence, reflection, and integration — as well as moments of connection and warmth. Between the ceremonies, you can unwind in the sauna, walk through the forest, or simply rest and be.
Everything is thoughtfully taken care of: nourishing vegetarian meals, herbal teas, and a comfortable bed with fresh linen. You’ll stay in a cozy group accommodation with two shared rooms, each with six beds — a space that feels homelike and grounded, supporting both rest and connection.
The ceremonies take place in a safe and caring environment, where you’re invited to surrender to the intelligence of the medicine and the wisdom of your own body. Our approach honors traditional roots while being grounded in a gentle, heart-based way that speaks to our modern lives.
Before the retreat, we’ll take time for a personal intake to ensure that participation is safe and aligned with where you are on your path. After the ceremonies, there is space for sharing, guidance, and integration — so that what you experience can gently find its place in your daily life.
You’ll be surrounded by loving guidance and a small group of fellow travelers, offering space for personal attention, safety, and deep connection.
After registering, you’ll receive an intake form by email. Once completed, we’ll schedule a short phone or online conversation to connect personally and answer any questions. If everything feels aligned and there are no contraindications, we’ll proceed with the payment.
Your safety and well-being are at the heart of what we do. Once your registration is complete, we’ll warmly welcome you into the circle — for a weekend of remembrance, healing, and reconnection.