Private Inner Journey Ceremony for exploration & integration with live music
Private Inner Journey Ceremony for exploration & integration with live music
Ceremonies can take place in my home, or if you prefer, I can come to your space in Amsterdam
Up to 1 in group
Package Dates
Retreat Highlights
- I create the space for you to feel seen and understood. I will help you unpack what you are carrying with gentle, thoughtful questions that help you make sense of your inner world.
- Through a guided meditation, you’ll journey inwards to get to the roots of old patterns and beliefs, and make the subconscious conscious. This is your time for opening the door for real healing and change.
- The whole process is held with kindness, softness, and care, allowing you to open up, let go, and go deeper at your own pace.
- I weave in beautiful, immersive music to support your journey, helping you move deeper, reconnect with forgotten parts of yourself, and stay grounded in your body.
- We close by grounding what you’ve discovered, helping you bring insights back into your daily life with clarity, spaciousness, and a sense of direction.
- You leave feeling lighter, clearer, and more connected to yourself, with less shame, stress, and anxiety, and a deeper trust that everything is okay.
About this Retreat
Your Guides
My name is Noah, and I'm here to be your guide and hold space for your deep healing, integration, and transformation. I am trained as a coach and a counsellor, and I have experience supporting people from a wide variety of backgrounds, each bringing their own stories and unique situations. I am also a musician, and I weave live sound and music into my sessions to support the inner process.
My work is grounded in a holistic approach, because I believe that everything within us is interconnected. Over the years, I’ve dedicated myself to studying the inner world from many angles. I completed a six-month intensive training in parts work with teachers such as Richard Schwartz, Amanda Blake, Marcella Cox, Steve March, and Loch Kelly, learning to view our inner parts through the lenses of IFS, neurobiology, somatics, and grounded mindfulness.
I also studied for two years at the Academy of Coaching and Counselling in the Netherlands, where I deepened my understanding of relationships, trauma, grief, career, and personal wellbeing. My focus naturally gravitated toward relationships, trauma, and grief work, which now form an important part of my practice.
Alongside this, I’ve explored the deeper, often hidden layers of the psyche through a six-month intensive with Nemanja Sonero on shadow work and alchemising masculinity, as well as a weekend training in shadow constellations with Nir Esterman, blending elements of shadow work and family constellations. These teachings continue to shape the way I support people in meeting the parts of themselves that are usually unseen.
And woven through all of this is music. I’ve been a musician my whole life, using sound as a way to explore, express, and understand my own inner landscape. In recent years, I’ve also been guiding others through psychedelic inner journeys with intuitive music, voice, and sound—supporting people in moments when they are most open, vulnerable, and ready for transformation.
I understand how life can sometimes leave us feeling lost, broken, or shaken, especially after a big change—whether it arrives suddenly or is something we believed we were ready for. My role is to help you meet these moments with presence, clarity, and compassion, so you can come home to yourself again.
Details of this retreat
🙏🏼 Welcome brother, sister, friend 🙏🏼
My name is Noah, and I'm here to be your guide and hold space for your deep integration and transformation. I am trained as a coach and a counsellor, and I have experience supporting people from a wide variety of backgrounds, each bringing their own stories and unique situations. I am also a musician, and I integrate live sound and music into my sessions to support the inner process.
I specialise in working with parts of the self through Internal Family Systems (IFS), bringing both the insights of modern psychology and the grounding presence of spirituality into each session. This combination allows me to hold a space that is both safe and transformative, helping you explore your inner world with clarity, compassion, and depth.
I understand how life can sometimes leave us feeling lost, broken, or shaken, especially after a big change. This can happen whether the change was unexpected or something we believed we were ready for.
Changes like:
🌿 Going through a breakup, separation, or divorce
🌿 Experiencing a loss or shift in identity
🌿 Moving through a spiritual or personal awakening
🌿 Returning from a psychedelic journey with insights and questions
Moments like these can leave us feeling ungrounded and unsure of which direction to take. You might question your choices or feel a mix of emotions. A part of you may be ready to move forward, while another part is holding on tightly, unsure and afraid. This inner conflict can keep us running in circles and feeling confused, frustrated, or unable to understand why we cannot move on.
Often, this comes from patterns and beliefs that are hidden in the subconscious. They may be personal, ancestral, or systemic. When we cannot see them clearly, we tend to repeat the same cycles far longer than we would like.
During this ceremony, I weave together grounded spirituality with modern psychology. It is both a deep healing experience where we gently care for the wounds that may be holding you back, and an integrative experience where you embody the lessons that are waiting beneath the surface.
We begin with a simple ritual and a clear intention. After exploring your situation together, I guide you inward through gentle meditations so you can discover your own truth. In my practice, I combine breathwork, mindfulness, parts work (Internal Family Systems), and intuitive sound and music healing to support and activate your inner process. Every session is unique and shaped by what is alive in you in that moment.
This is a journey into the subconscious, where you can meet and understand the parts of yourself that may have been hidden from your awareness. After the inner journey, we take time for integration and grounding so you can make sense of what you have seen or felt, before gently closing the ceremony.
Most people leave feeling pleasantly surprised by how effective this approach can be. Many describe it as if a weight has been lifted, and they feel more unburdened, grounded, and clear. At the same time, every journey is unique. What matters most is that we meet whatever arises with honesty, care, and presence. This creates the conditions for your healing, integration, and transformation to unfold naturally.
My name is Noah, and I'm here to be your guide and hold space for your deep integration and transformation. I am trained as a coach and a counsellor, and I have experience supporting people from a wide variety of backgrounds, each bringing their own stories and unique situations. I am also a musician, and I integrate live sound and music into my sessions to support the inner process.
I specialise in working with parts of the self through Internal Family Systems (IFS), bringing both the insights of modern psychology and the grounding presence of spirituality into each session. This combination allows me to hold a space that is both safe and transformative, helping you explore your inner world with clarity, compassion, and depth.
I understand how life can sometimes leave us feeling lost, broken, or shaken, especially after a big change. This can happen whether the change was unexpected or something we believed we were ready for.
Changes like:
🌿 Going through a breakup, separation, or divorce
🌿 Experiencing a loss or shift in identity
🌿 Moving through a spiritual or personal awakening
🌿 Returning from a psychedelic journey with insights and questions
Moments like these can leave us feeling ungrounded and unsure of which direction to take. You might question your choices or feel a mix of emotions. A part of you may be ready to move forward, while another part is holding on tightly, unsure and afraid. This inner conflict can keep us running in circles and feeling confused, frustrated, or unable to understand why we cannot move on.
Often, this comes from patterns and beliefs that are hidden in the subconscious. They may be personal, ancestral, or systemic. When we cannot see them clearly, we tend to repeat the same cycles far longer than we would like.
During this ceremony, I weave together grounded spirituality with modern psychology. It is both a deep healing experience where we gently care for the wounds that may be holding you back, and an integrative experience where you embody the lessons that are waiting beneath the surface.
We begin with a simple ritual and a clear intention. After exploring your situation together, I guide you inward through gentle meditations so you can discover your own truth. In my practice, I combine breathwork, mindfulness, parts work (Internal Family Systems), and intuitive sound and music healing to support and activate your inner process. Every session is unique and shaped by what is alive in you in that moment.
This is a journey into the subconscious, where you can meet and understand the parts of yourself that may have been hidden from your awareness. After the inner journey, we take time for integration and grounding so you can make sense of what you have seen or felt, before gently closing the ceremony.
Most people leave feeling pleasantly surprised by how effective this approach can be. Many describe it as if a weight has been lifted, and they feel more unburdened, grounded, and clear. At the same time, every journey is unique. What matters most is that we meet whatever arises with honesty, care, and presence. This creates the conditions for your healing, integration, and transformation to unfold naturally.
Schedule
The ceremony lasts about 2 hours and includes:
🌿 Arrival and settling in – take a moment to arrive in your body and space
🗣️ Gentle exploration – reflect on what you’re moving through and share if you wish
🎯 Intention setting – set a clear intention for your inner journey
☁️ Breathwork and mindfulness – gentle practices to prepare and center yourself
🧘 Guided meditation and inner journey – explore your inner landscape with live intuitive music supporting the process
🌱 Grounding and integration – make sense of what has arisen and gently return to the present
🌿 Arrival and settling in – take a moment to arrive in your body and space
🗣️ Gentle exploration – reflect on what you’re moving through and share if you wish
🎯 Intention setting – set a clear intention for your inner journey
☁️ Breathwork and mindfulness – gentle practices to prepare and center yourself
🧘 Guided meditation and inner journey – explore your inner landscape with live intuitive music supporting the process
🌱 Grounding and integration – make sense of what has arisen and gently return to the present
Note: Schedule is approximate and may change
Getting Here
Your Transforming Journey, Ceremonies can take place in my home, or if you prefer, I can come to your space in Amsterdam
Directions
Ceremonies can take place in the comfort of my home studio, a calm and private space designed to support your inner journey. If you prefer, I can also come to your space in Amsterdam, creating a safe and held environment wherever you feel most comfortable. My goal is to make it easy for you to fully relax and focus on your experience, whether that’s in a familiar setting or in the specially prepared space I provide.
Accommodation
Private ceremony
Venue & Amenities
A/C in Rooms
Free Wifi
Spa
Sauna
Pool
Towels
Free Parking
Kitchen
Tour Assistance
Hot Tub
Coffee/Tea
Cafe
Restaurant
Fitness Center
Yoga Studio
Housekeeping
Bicycles For Rent
What's Included
- 🏠 A private ceremony held either in my home studio or at your location
- 💛 A safe space where you can open up and explore your inner world at your own pace
- 🧘 Guided meditation, gentle inquiry, and live intuitive music to support your process
- 🤝 My full presence, warmth, and professional care throughout the session
- 🍵 Herbal tea and time to land before and after the session
- 🌱 Integration support at the end to help you make sense of your experience and bring insights into your daily life
What's Not Included
- Please note that this ceremony is focused entirely on your personal inner journey. Accommodation, meals, and transportation or travel arrangements are not included. This allows the session to remain intimate and fully centered on your experience, while giving you the freedom to approach it in the way that feels best for you.