About this Retreat
As a former nurse, Tamara realized early on that compassion is at the heart of healing. This understanding led her to explore holistic well-being, becoming a breathworker, bodyworker, Reiki practitioner, and yoga teacher. Her journey into plant medicine and indigenous healing traditions deepened when she trained under a Mestizo Maestro and, more recently, a Shipibo Maestro from Peru.
Her work is a bridge between modern therapeutic practices and ancient indigenous wisdom. She facilitates and leads psychedelic retreats with The Medicine Tribe, and Beckley Retreats, integrating music, somatic healing, and energy work to guide people through their personal transformations. Singing is one of the ways of sharing her medicine. Beyond her role as a facilitator, Tamara has an extensive entrepreneurial and financial background. She has worked in finance and project administration, overseeing budget management for monumental building restorations, ensuring financial integrity in large- scale projects. She has also owned and managed a restaurant, bringing together her passion for hospitality, community, and well-being.
Tamara is actively involved in harm reduction and psychedelic education, collaborating with ICEERS and Liaan to train facilitators in safety protocols. She also works with the FOP (Fellowship Of Psychonauts) to develop training programs for spaceholders, ensuring ethical and effective facilitation.
Her vision is not just about guiding individual healing journeys but about creating a movement for accessible, responsible, and deeply respectful psychedelic work. Through Mother’s House Foundation, she is dedicated to funded retreats, community programs, and facilitator training, ensuring that healing is not a privilege but a right available to all.
For her, this is not just a profession—it’s a calling and a way of life.
I am an integrative practitioner who takes a transpersonal, holistic and person-
centred approach using tools such as hypnosis, acceptance and commitment
therapy (ACT), neurolinguistic programming (NLP), EFT (tapping), breathwork,
meditation and spiritual exploration to create and hold space for you to awaken to
your own inner healing intelligence and innate wisdom. I am dedicated to exploring
and integrating altered states of consciousness for healing and growth.
I have facilitated clients in their inner healing journeys through issues such as;
anxiety, depression, relationships and heartbreak, overcoming addictions and habits,
fears and phobias, past traumas, insomnia, increasing confidence and self-esteem
and integrating psychedelic experiences. I have spent years exploring and practicing
breathwork, meditation, yoga, mindfulness, plant medicines, spirituality and nature
connectedness for my own development and use these as tools in my transpersonal
therapeutic practice.
Since a young age I have had a curious mind and always felt a connection to
something greater than myself. I completed a Philosophy degree and knew that I did
not want to end up in the corporate system. I spent 12 years fundraising for local
charities before following my calling to help people on a deeper level. Since
experiencing a kundalini awakening, I am now called more than ever to support
others on their journey of awakening. After completing a professional certificate in
psychedelics, altered states and transpersonal psychology, and through my own
experience, I have learned the importance of receiving support to integrate
psychedelic and mystical experiences and am passionate about doing this work.
I believe that when we break free from the confines of the ego, when we connect
with the Great Mystery, and realise that we are part of something incomprehensibly
vast and beautiful, we set out on a spiritual path that leads us home.
“The most effective medicine is being witnessed and cared for by compassionate
others.”
You can contact me and find out more on my website: www.freefromwithin.me
From Law Enforcement to Deep Healing: A Journey of Transformation
For most of my life, I lived with my feet firmly on the ground—rooted in structure, discipline, and the tangible world. My mind was sharp, my spirit steady, and I navigated life with resilience, accepting challenges as they came. Yet beneath the surface, I felt a quiet pull toward something greater—an unseen dimension beyond the limits of daily existence. I explored it in secrecy but never truly broke through.
That all changed when I discovered breathwork and immersed myself in transformational retreats. Through these experiences, my perception expanded, and a doorway opened—to deeper self-awareness, universal connection, and profound inner healing. I began to understand not just the mind but the intelligence of the body and spirit, setting me on an entirely new path.
For four years, I dedicated myself to this journey, evolving into a breath coach, bodyworker, applied psychologist, water pourer (sweat lodge), space holder, and musician. With each step, I deepened my knowledge of trauma, healing, and the unseen forces that shape our experiences.
Then, I made the most profound shift of all—I left behind a 12.5-year career in the police force. A world built on rules, authority, and control had given me structure, resilience, and the ability to stay present in the most intense situations. But it also showed me something deeper: how trauma manifests, how fear holds people back, and how healing can be found even in the most unexpected places.
Though the fields of law enforcement and holistic healing may seem worlds apart, my past has uniquely shaped me for this work. From my time in the force, I bring:
Grounded presence – The ability to hold space in high-intensity moments
Deep resilience – A strong foundation to guide others through their most challenging processes
Keen observation – An intuitive ability to read energy, emotions, and unspoken trauma
Fearlessness – The courage to look you in the eyes as we navigate your deepest wounds together
Now, at Mother’s House, I dedicate myself fully to guiding others through their own journeys of self-discovery and transformation. Whether through psilocybin therapy, breathwork, sweat lodge ceremonies, or deep integration work, I am here to walk beside you—to help you break through, just as I did, and step into the life you were meant to live.
Let’s journey together.
Tatjana was born in former Yugoslavia, The love and passion for horses have been there as long as she can remember. At the age of 10 she emigrated to The Netherlands. Moving to The Netherlands has had the nessesary impact on her life and this period was anythings but easy for her.
For the past 10+ years, Tatjana has worked for large international companies in the field of Customs and Trade compliance.
For the past 10+ years, Tatjana has worked for large international companies in the field of Customs and Trade Compliance. In her last position as Trade Compliance Manager, she decided to completely change course and follow her heart and her soul mission.
She decided to resign and start her own business in the field of coaching and healing.
Her soulmission is to help everyone in their process to live a healthy and blissful life and to help you to (re)find your bliss.
In addition to horse coaching and energy healing, plant medicines are an extremely important ally in her life.
Tatjana is a wonderful guide with a sweet and soft energy. She has started the the path of the Master-plant diets and already has Noya Roa as her ally. We are blessed to have Tatjana on our team.
She has followed the Siddha Kundalini Healing training and received initiation into the Siddha Lineage, also known as the Shaktipath.
During her stay in the jungle of Peru she learned even more of the plant medicines in the field of energetic healing that she can apply.
Everything is energy and if this energy cannot flow properly or the five aspects are in imbalance, blockages will arise. And that is exactly what Tatjana can help you with by using horses and/or one-on-one kundalini sessions.
"Be blissful, be you and be free"
Details of this retreat
Psilocybin Therapy & Deep Healing Retreats at Mother's House
“You Are the Medicine” – A Journey Back to Your True Self
Healing isn’t about finding something outside of you—it’s about reconnecting with the wisdom, strength, and clarity already within. At Mother’s House, we create a sacred space where you can tap into your own inner healer, guiding you through deep emotional release, trauma integration, and profound self-discovery.
This is not just a psychedelic trip—it’s a transformational experience that can shift the way you see yourself, your past, and your future.
Why Choose Mother's House?
Unlike traditional trip sitters, we go beyond physical safety and light guidance. We help you navigate your subconscious mind with intention, supporting you through deep emotional release, trauma integration, and self-discovery.
We trust your inner healer and hold space for your own wisdom to emerge. Even if you struggle to believe in your ability to heal, we are confident in guiding you there.
Through expert facilitation, we help you:
✨ Embrace difficult moments and work with your resistance instead of against it
✨ Process repressed emotions in a safe and supported way
✨ Reintegrate fragmented parts of yourself, creating inner wholeness
✨ Transform fear into deep spiritual awakening and self-empowerment
Is This Experience for You?
If you’re looking for a recreational trip or just want to experience visuals and euphoria, we are not the right guides for you.
However, if you’re ready to:
✔️ Gain clarity on the unanswered questions in your life
✔️ Look deeply into yourself and rediscover who you truly are
✔️ Find purpose and align with what you truly desire
✔️ Heal past wounds and reconnect with your inner child
✔️ Integrate suppressed emotions and move beyond old patterns
✔️ Experience lasting, profound transformation
Then Mother’s House is the place for you.
Retreat Highlights
🔹 Psilocybin Healing Ceremony – A powerful journey of self-discovery and healing
🔹 1:1 Guiding with an Experienced Therapist – Deep, personalized support throughout your experience
🔹 Deep Emotional Support – You’ll be fully held and guided through your journey
🔹 A Transformational Experience – Shift patterns, release blockages, and embody your true self
🔹 Guided Meditation – Enter a state of inner peace and clarity
🔹 Relieve Anxiety – Release stress, fear, and emotional heaviness
🔹 Overcome Depression – Reconnect with joy, purpose, and inner freedom
🔹 Find Your Purpose – Gain insight into your soul’s path
🔹 Optional Integration Therapy Session – Continue your journey with expert post-retreat support
What Mother’s House Offers
Beyond the psilocybin experience, Mother’s House is a sanctuary for healing and transformation. Nestled in the tranquil woodlands of Limburg, we offer:
🌿 A Luxurious Private Retreat Space
🔥 Lakota-Style Sweat Lodge for deep purification
🛖 Tipi & Sacred Fire Pit for reflection and ceremony
🧖♀️ Sauna & Jacuzzi to relax and integrate
🛌 Cozy & Private Rooms for peaceful rest
🍵 Nourishing Plant-Based Meals
💆♂️ Breathwork, Somatic Therapy & Soul Retrieval
📌 Want to extend your stay? Extra nights available for just €120 per night.
How It Works
Before Your Journey
🌀 Preparation Session – A 1:1 meeting (in person or online) to discuss your intention, dosage, and mental/emotional readiness.
During Your Journey
⏳ 6-Hour Private Session – You’ll have a dedicated Trauma Integration Facilitator guiding you through the entire experience.
🌿 Sacred Healing Space – Set in the tranquil woodlands of Limburg, surrounded by nature, warmth, and care.
After Your Journey
🌱 Post-Retreat Integration – Optional 1:1 integration sessions (online or in person) to help you make sense of your experience, process emotions, and integrate insights into daily life.
💡 No rush. No pressure. We encourage you to take the rest of the day to be with yourself, rest, and reflect.
Is Psilocybin Right for You?
Psilocybin is a natural psychedelic compound found in truffles and mushrooms, used for thousands of years in spiritual and healing ceremonies.
Scientific studies show its effectiveness for:
✔️ Depression & Anxiety
✔️ PTSD & Trauma Healing
✔️ Breaking Addictions
✔️ Overcoming Emotional Blockages
✔️ Enhancing Creativity & Self-Discovery
✔️ Gaining Spiritual Insights
At Mother’s House, we create the ideal setting for deep healing, expansion, and integration.
How to Prepare
✔️ Eat light & plant-based in the days leading up to the ceremony (optional but recommended)
✔️ Fast for 3 hours before the session (empty stomach, but not starving)
✔️ Bring a clear intention for your journey
✔️ Have no plans afterward – allow yourself time to integrate
Book Your Psilocybin Retreat Today
📍 Private Psilocybin Therapy Retreat in the Netherlands
💫 A safe, legal, and deeply transformative experience
🔹 Limited Spaces Available – Secure Your Journey Today 🔹
A/C in Rooms
Free Wifi
Spa
Sauna
Pool
Towels
Free Parking
Kitchen
Tour Assistance
Hot Tub
Coffee/Tea
Cafe
Restaurant
Fitness Center
Yoga Studio
Housekeeping
Bicycles For Rent
Vegan
Vegetarian
Pescetarian
Ayurvedic
Includes Meat
Organic
Gluten Free
Dairy Free
Nut Free
Verified
Plant Medicine
A preparation course valued at $109 is included with the retreat at no extra cost
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