About this Retreat
My journey with Ayahuasca began in 2014, during a time when my life had come to a standstill. I was searching for deep transformation and this beautiful medicine set that process in motion. What followed were powerful ceremonies that helped me release pain, reconnect with my body, gain insight into old patterns, and experience expanded states of consciousness, unity, and love. I rediscovered my joy for life, which became the foundation for further growth. Life can still be challenging, and I still stumble at times - but I now stand on solid ground and live from connection and gratitude.
I have participated in over 50 ceremonies and completed the Ayahuasca facilitator training at Proceswerk in Groningen (2018). I have also extensively explored magic mushrooms, truffles, San Pedro, LSD, and Bufo - each offering its own unique experience and wisdom. Alongside guiding sessions, I work as a breathwork coach and massage therapist, and I’m currently in the final year of a 3-year training in systemic work, Transactional Analysis, and NLP.
It’s deeply humbling and fulfilling to create safe spaces for people to surrender to these powerful, magical medicines, and to walk alongside them for a short stretch of their life path. I believe each journey with the plants contributes to a more loving world.
With over 15 years of experience and close to 100 ceremonies, I walk this path with deep reverence for the healing power of sacred plant medicines. As a facilitator, I hold space rooted in the belief that we are the medicine - each of us carries the wisdom and capacity to heal from within.
Ayahuasca, San Pedro, and psilocybin are not cures, but powerful guides helping us reconnect with our truth, our wholeness, and our path home.
In every ceremony, I honor the unique journey of each participant, offering guidance, safety, and presence without imposing direction. My role is to support that listening, to help create the conditions where real transformation can emerge.
This work is not about escape or transcendence, It’s a return to authenticity.
I have been trained by ICEERS on harm reduction - a training to improve safety during and after psychededelics ceremonies
Details of this retreat
Do you feel the time has come? To face, to clear, and to heal. To expand your consciousness and remember who you truly are.
Ayahuasca, the sacred psychedelic plant medicine from South America, has been used for centuries for healing, awakening, and deep inner work. Those who have already met La Madre know her immense power: intelligent, multidimensional, loving, and uncompromising.
Prepare for an unforgettable journey: healing for the heart, nourishment for the soul.
During this multi-day retreat, we go deep. Two consecutive evenings of ceremony: 2 Ayahuasca journeys, active meditation, and breathwork. In between, there’s space to relax and land; enjoy the spacious garden, the natural swimming pond, or a peaceful walk in nature. A magical mini holidays.
Experienced and dedicated guides create a safe and loving space where you are deeply held, and everything is welcome.
The process starts with an intake video call where we help you prepare mentally, clarify your intention, and offer integration support after the retreat.
Contribution: €600, including
• thorough intake procedure and aftercall
• 2 overnight stays in a beautiful 2-4 person room
• 2 Ayahuasca ceremonies
• Rapé
• Breathwork