San Pedro ceremony

My journey with Ayahuasca began in 2014, during a time when my life had come to a standstill. I was searching for deep transformation and this beautiful medicine set that process in motion. What followed were powerful ceremonies that helped me release pain, reconnect with my body, gain insight into old patterns, and experience expanded states of consciousness, unity, and love. I rediscovered my joy for life, which became the foundation for further growth. Life can still be challenging, and I still stumble at times - but I now stand on solid ground and live from connection and gratitude. I have participated in over 50 ceremonies and completed the Ayahuasca facilitator training at Proceswerk in Groningen (2018). I have also extensively explored magic mushrooms, truffles, San Pedro, LSD, and Bufo - each offering its own unique experience and wisdom. Alongside guiding sessions, I work as a breathwork coach and massage therapist, and I’m currently in the final year of a 3-year training in systemic work, Transactional Analysis, and NLP. It’s deeply humbling and fulfilling to create safe spaces for people to surrender to these powerful, magical medicines, and to walk alongside them for a short stretch of their life path. I believe each journey with the plants contributes to a more loving world.

My spiritual journey began around 20 years ago. From the outside, life seemed full - I had a thriving construction business - but inwardly, I felt restless and unfulfilled. Something in me knew there had to be more. Through holistic counseling, I began to listen to the wisdom of my body. I was humbled by its truth, its depth, its quiet power. I knew then that I no longer wanted to live from the mind alone. That shift marked the beginning of many sessions, trainings, and new connections with others seeking a more conscious way of living. I left my company, and moved from Amsterdam to Deventer to create a space rooted in presence and care. I completed an international year training with Working With People (path of love) to become a holistic counselor. I’ve been guided through several deep and transformative Ayahuasca ceremonies in recent years. It’s my joy and calling to now hold space for others on their own journeys.