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"I lost my wife of 32 years nearly three years ago. Although I have progressed well through the grief process, I had changed. I no longer was the same person. I had a lot of anxiety built up and was very insecure in many ways. I decided to give psilocybin a try. I honestly stumbled upon Confluence by a simple Google search. I’m so glad I found them! These were the most transformative 5 days of my life. Through the preparation process suggested by Myles and Jules, I was absolutely ready for the experience. The entire retreat was great. The venue was beautiful nestled into the hillside of beautiful mountains. So much nicer than being in a town or city. We did great breath work sessions and meditation on the days we weren’t doing the mushrooms. The food was phenomenal! All fresh and expertly prepared. For me though, the mushrooms were the stars of the experience. We had mushroom journeys on Thursday and Saturday. I received exactly what I wanted and what I needed. On the long journey on Saturday I felt as if I was told “Chris, it’s your time to be happy”. Not only that but I realized I can be happy on my own. I don’t need anyone else to make me happy. I hadn’t felt this way in years(if ever)and I truly believe the mushrooms are responsible for the new me. It’s been over a month since my experience and I am in a better place in my life. The journeys were life changing for me. The small group dynamic was wonderful. Everyone felt like family by the end of the retreat; participants, facilitators, everyone! I can’t imagine having the mushroom journey and going back to a lonely hotel room afterwards. I don’t think I would have gotten as much from the experience. The support received post retreat has been outstanding. They really want you to continue the integration process and they help guide you through this with supportive Zoom calls. These are done with the entire participant group and individually. I’m so grateful to the entire Confluence and Omnia teams. They are awesome people. I felt safe and secure in the container they provided. "

"I attended a 5 day Confluence Retreats psilocybin session during October of 2024 on the recommendation of my spouse of 45 years who had been there several months earlier. It was a very simple “I think you would find it a very positive experience and you may find answers to questions you don’t realize you have”. I was a bit hesitant of the thought at first but had seen first-hand the very positive results she had achieved and decided to follow her lead to see where it took me. To describe it as life changing would be an understatement. What would I want to improve in my life? What answers to what questions am I looking for at this stage of my life? Will I really get something out of this or will I come back wondering why I went? I pondered these questions over the next several months and prior to attending. If I was going to attend, I wanted to get the most out of it that I could, so what did I hope to achieve? I’m 64 years old and have been in leadership positions since my early years and always felt my self-worth revolved around completion of tasks or a “job well done”. I’ve never been a good communicator on an emotional level, nor have I been in touch with my spiritual side. I’ve always struggled with a sense of self, had trouble expressing how I feel and fully understanding others feelings when shared with me. These topics always made me very uncomfortable so I would close myself off by avoiding the conversation or shutting down, assuming that if it wasn’t discussed then everything must be okay. I decided that I wanted to find a way to overcome the emotional blocks I’ve experienced throughout my life, dig deep to improve communication and get in touch with my spiritual self. I went to the retreat feeling a bit up- tight and reserved but with the mind-set of “If I’m going to attend, I’m going to trust the process, fully immerse myself in the experience and see where it takes me”. Being “off-grid” in the remote Southern Oregon Mountains for a 5 day retreat was the right decision for me. It gave me the opportunity to unplug from my daily life, focus on myself and immerse myself in the full experience with others who were attending for their own reasons while allowing me to be there for mine. The well-defined daily schedule of events, group sessions, quiet time to reflect and look inward, community meals (excellent food by the way…), friendship & comraderie all fell in place to make the experience more meaningful and one I will never forget. Having 2 separate psilocybin journeys during the 5 day retreat was very beneficial to me and because of the retreat format, group sessions, etc. I felt prepared for each of the journeys as they occurred. Having them close together with the support and guidance of the retreat leaders added to and greatly improved the experience for me. Both journeys had their place and each had their own message for me; the first being one of facing some internal demons while the second was finding paths to improve my life. Answers to questions I had prior to attending came in to focus. Questions I didn’t know I had presented themselves as well, some were answered while others influenced future thought. Some came during the journeys, others soon after or over the next several days. I could feel new pathways had opened in my brain & I began to see things differently. I became more aware of and can now more readily express my thoughts & emotions. Prayer, spirituality and looking inward are no longer foreign to me but a comfort I’ve long sought. Meaningful conversations and hard topics are something I now look forward to. Living “in the moment” and being here right now-wherever that “here” is, has become my new normal. My wife said I came home a different but better person than the one who left. I agree with that statement and am very thankful to Confluence Retreats for helping me become that person. I like this version of me, I think I’ll keep it."

"The 5-day retreat was one of the most profoundly enriching experiences of my life. While committing to five days is a significant investment, I found the well-designed and expertly facilitated program invaluable for deep immersion. The "container" that Confluence cultivates provided a safe and supportive environment for honest reflection and sharing—something I didn't expect, but which led to meaningful insights for healing and growth. We had two distinct sessions involving the ingestion process—one at a lower, yet still potent, dose, and another at the maximum legal dose. Both took place in a spa-like setting, opposite from the cold, clinical setting. The space featured super comfortable beds, weighted blankets, and an atmosphere that maximized our experience. The retreat's stunning forest setting only enhanced the experience, with beautiful trails, quiet cabins, towering trees, a tranquil yurt, and even a cozy dining cabin offering amazing home-cooked meals. I can't praise Myles and his team enough. They are truly angels, providing unwavering support before, during, and after the retreat. Their care and dedication helped make this retreat a transformative, keystone moment in my life. It has propelled me forward in my journey of self-growth and healing, allowing me to level up in ways I hadn't thought possible."

"In the fall of 2024, feeling quite desperate I made the decision to finally take a journey. I have utilized many modalities seeking to improve my overall health and wellbeing through the years including therapy, EMDR, SSRIs, neurofeedback, ketamine infusions and more. Researching mental health and resources for PTSD has opened my mind to the therapeutic use of psychedelics as medicine. I felt so stuck inside myself, stuck in therapy, stuck in the same thought patterns despite active work seeking change. Honestly, I felt so trapped by mental barriers, weary, and hopeless. So I reached out to Confluence Retreats, it took me a couple of weeks before I committed. The experience that I had facilitated through Confluence Retreats is one of the most profound of my life. I felt released from mental roadblocks and energetic blocks. This experience was indescribable; I felt an incredible energetic clearing and recalibration. I have so much gratitude that I participated with a group, the environment felt safe and supportive. I am also so glad I was able to journey 2 times as each journey had its own offerings and I appreciate the breath work offered prior to journeying. I believe I was meant to have the experience I did with the people in my group and will always feel connected to them, very impactful. Confluence offered well thought out supportive activities, delicious healthy food, and incredible facilitators and adjunct supporters. "

"Hard to imagine a better experience for a psilocybin journey. Not kidding at all. Myles and Julianna were absolute masters at guiding us through the intentions and the nerves and the steps, and the whole Confluence staff was assiduous about taking care of our every need throughout the event. Gentleness, professionalism, openness, warmth, well-timed nudges, listening ears, flexibility, a breathtaking setting, great food, nice accommodations, deep discussion, laughs—it was all there. There was even a sacredness and ritual around the delivery of the medicine that put me in a reverential state for the mystery of what was about to happen. I was initially reluctant about the group setting versus just a one-on-one experience, afraid that it would be too personal or that I'd do something embarrassing under the influence. None of that happened, and quite to the contrary, having the group was a massive benefit, almost to the point that I wouldn't want it any other way. We bonded up front, and that made it feel safer to go through such an intense experience for the first time. After the first journey, we processed together, supported each other, and shared that feeling of having weathered something powerful hand-in-hand. I still feel a gratitude and a love for my retreat-mates and hold them almost as family. Having it be a retreat setting with multiple days in a place of beautiful nature was likewise surprisingly poignant. The follow-up one-on-one sessions with the facilitators, the walks in (stunning!) nature, and the group sharing circles all gave the medicine's effects space to sink in and integrate freely without the normal worldly cares interfering. As for the psilocybin itself, just... wow. I had been stuck, with serious depression, anxiety, and anger, for years. That's not all gone, but I couldn't get any freedom or purchase on progress at all, and now I can. Something tight and blocked in me, emotional in nature but that I could feel even physically in my body, just opened right up, and now I'm moving forward again. I consciously wanted that ahead of time, and it was like the psilocybin was a genie that just granted the wish. Not all of my intentions panned out exactly like that, but this one was massive. In addition, this years-joyless man started feeling joy again, and this intuition-dead man started intuiting again. I started trusting again that God is watching over me. On those counts, I'm talking night and day before and after the journey."

"I came to the retreat seeking to live more intentionally. To make decisions that are hard. To put it briefly, to move forward in life and not be stuck in limbo. Before Confluence, I was struggling with taking care of myself, drinking more than I wanted, and being less intentional in multiple aspects of my life. Now, after the retreat, I feel more decisive. Even in making very significant life changes. The immersive nature of the retreat, being surrounded by nature 🌳 and having the support of the group and structured program was invaluable. It's definitely a far cry from the idea of being alone in a motel room after a session! 😨 That would have been a very different experience. He made us feel safe and comfortable—which is obviously more important than anything. Myles is super generous with his time and talent. He is very curious, and not judgmental whatsoever. Myles believes in what he does, and that comes across clearly. He is very upfront, and is open to asking any questions you might have. "

"I attended a 5 day Confluence Retreat in October, 2024. This experience was my first with psilocybin and I am grateful that I was led to Confluence. My intention was to learn which therapeutic modality would be most impactful and healing for me. Psychotropic medication and traditional therapy were not supporting my needs, after decades of participation. I chose the 5 day retreat, as I did want to experience two psilocybin sessions. I am glad I chose this option. My experiences for each session were very different, offering support with my intention in a more rounded way. I had tried ketamine prior, and did experience beautiful visual experiences with family members present in those images. I did not experience any long-lasting impact on anxiety or depression from ketamine, however. My psilocybin experience was more subtle, however resulted in a significant emotional release and lead me to begin "inner bonding" therapy that I am finding very helpful. I appreciated the whole experience I had at Confluence, as our group engaged in beautiful forest surroundings, breathwork classes, yoga, one on one therapeutic support, sharing of nutritional meals and sharing of experiences and exercises that I feel most definitely assisted me in translating my experience into direction, as well as keeping the memory of the experience strong. I do feel I would have lost the experience's direction if not for those reflective exercises and sharing with group. When needed again, I would consider a return to a Confluence retreat, one more rounded in support offered and individually supportive of group members' different experiences and fears. And I want to note that the after-retreat group and one on one support significantly benefitted me with integrating experience and making life changes."

"Professionally, I work in the field of addiction and co-occurring disorders treatment and have been interested in psilocybin and its medicinal effects on a professional level as well as a personal level for some time now. Before my experience with Confluence Retreats, I experienced the medicinal effects of plant medicine and psychedelics through my working with ayahuasca. In my last ayahuasca journey I was pushed towards psilocybin as a continuation of deep work that had been the focus and intention of my work with psychedelics.   I was seeking an OHA certified program (to satisfy my professional curiosity) and a personalized, experienced facilitator and retreat that could help me with the very personal MH work I wanted to continue. I found exactly what I was looking for at Confluence Retreats. Myles thought of everything. My partner and I stayed at a comfortable lodge-like cabin that was set in an amazing, quiet and beautiful landscape, which really allowed a state of presence before and after the journey. The Omnia Center was inviting, comfortable and accommodating to my needs throughout my journey. In short, the entire experience Myles and Confluence Retreats put together for us was more than I could have imagined. I will be re-booking to continue this very important work in my life."

"I found Confluence Retreats while searching for legal psilocybin retreats in Oregon, and I'm so grateful I did. With previous experience in plant medicines, particularly Ayahuasca, I was familiar with their healing potential, especially in nature settings. I felt ready to take my healing journey to a deeper level. My partner and I were excited to discover that Confluence offered accommodation at a forest retreat center, which immediately set the tone for us (the cabins were just magical with everything you need including a fireplace and outdoor hot tub)! The psilocybin journey itself was incredibly powerful and transformative. Even now, weeks later, I continue to experience the healing effects and have made positive changes in my life. What stood out most was the sense of safety and care I felt throughout the entire process. Every detail was thoughtfully curated—from the nourishing, healthy food to the nature walks, breathwork, pre- and post-integration sessions, and intention-setting circles. It was clear that the retreat was designed with deep intention and expertise. For anyone seeking a profound healing experience in a beautiful, safe environment with experienced guides, I highly recommend Confluence Retreats. It was a life-changing experience, and I am grateful for the care and support that made it so impactful."

"I had a few intentions in mind when coming to the retreat. I was having some breakthrough depression as well as some blank memories from childhood that I wanted to see if there was anything there. Another major reason for attending was for my own professional experience. I am a therapist interested in seeing if this could help with any of my clients; moving into the future I would like to incorporate psychedelic assisted therapy. One of the biggest things that I did find from the retreat was that I need to have other people around me; to have that human connection. I also realized how much I missed being outdoors among nature. Having the opportunity to be immersed in the forest in Oregon was an awesome experience and showed me that this is something I shouldn’t choose to live without. I also really enjoyed the structure of the retreat. Being there with others was a great experience for me. I really connected with my roommate and I feel like we will have a life long relationship. Having two psilocybin sessions was a very good experience because it allowed you to have both a smaller experience and a bigger experience. I couldn’t imagine having to do this alone, being there with the group for more than just one experience was well worth it to me. "

"Confluence Retreats was, for me, a wonderful and enlightening experience--and not at all what I was originally expecting, despite all of the qualifying phone calls and literature that I was sent over the Internet before embarking on my "psychedelically-based journey" (no pun intended!) to Ashland, Oregon. Upon arriving, to say that I was pleasantly surprised would be a gross understatement. I was extremely impressed with the quality, sensitivity, knowledge and professionalism of the Director/"facilitator" as well as of the two other "facilitators" who greeted me my first day when I was picked up and driven up a beautiful lush mountain road to 4,500 feet elevation just outside of Ashland where I arrived at and stayed at a "boutique" quaint hotel in Ashland that Myles, the director/facilitator, had recommended that I stay at the day before the first day of the 5-day "psilocybin retreat." I was quite impressed with the other six participants' seriousness and intent in signing up for a "psilocybin retreat." Actually, I expected the other participants to be more like myself--an old "hippy" who, in the mid 60s to the mid-70s, while enrolled in college, had taken copious amounts of hallucinogens, marijuana, and was a member of the era's "counterculture" who was particularly curious about "tripping" on a hallucinogen for the first time since 1973 in an environment that was both pristine and serious about using the medicinal power of psilocybin mushrooms for psychologically beneficial and insightful purposes as well as for the release and resolution of possible buried past traumatic experiences AND at the same time of serving as a catalyst for a participant's spiritual/mystical search for cosmic consciousness (as was my particular case, among other things. I was seeking a 'reboot" of my brain and consciousness after 51 years of not having done any hallucinogens). Truthfully, although I had fond memories of my many past LSD experiences, I had never really experienced a strong dose of real psilocybin when consuming mushrooms in my college years, and I came to Confluence Retreats expecting my psilocybin experiences there to closely mimic my LSD experiences, which were almost ALL quite memorable and valuable to me, in my estimation. What I discovered was that even a supposed "mild" dose of psilocybin (consumed as powdered mushrooms that were exceptionally high in organic psilocybin, as determined by Oregon State certified chemists--and all legal at Confluence Retreats) was incredibly powerful and proved to be a more "inward" "trip" than what I had experienced many times before on LSD in my hippy "sixties" days, and much more likely to bring up buried psychologically challenging experiences from my past that were conveniently buried in my unconscious mind and still holding sway limiting my present ability to be fully realized and happy with my 76-year-old mental state--despite all of the wonderful revelations and insights that I had experienced 51 years ago through my many LSD experiences, which were of a more mystical and ethereal and ego-dissolving and transcendent nature.."

"My experience with Confluence Retreats from first contact clean through to writing this has been excellent. Myles was an informed, professional, thoughtful, proactive partner in the process in every single detail and along every step of the way. From our initial discussions and preparation, within the journey itself, and in follow up, because of Myles' expertise and thoughtful prompting and responses, I have been able to maximize the gain from the journey and the experience as a whole. I came to the experience to investigate what a professionally guided psilocybin session would be like and how I might benefit from it; to explore and hopefully enhance my experience with joy, love, creativity, playfulness, and meaning-making; and, as a psychological professional, explore the therapeutic benefits of the medicine. Myles offered a digestible amount of information in advance, including background info, scientific data, meditations, and online resources, among others. I found his prompts and questions helpful in orienting me to my purpose and preparing me. During the journey Myles was a patient, pleasant, unobtrusive, and trustworthy companion. It is obvious he has great reverence for the plants and the experience of using them and that he understands what circumstances and approaches offer the best possibility for a meaningful journey. It was never in doubt that he wanted me to have rich experience and had developed a protocol to maximally ensure this. As a clinical social worker who has studied psychological and emotional safety for nearly two decades, I can attest that Myles set the stage well for a comfortable and safe experience. My experience of the medicine itself was more than I could have asked for. Having experimented in the past, I was aware of some of the medicine's potential. What I was unprepared for was how the curated setting, precise dosing of quality product, and guided experience would enhance my journey and allow me to surrender more and go further. Within the journey, I made vivid connections to meaningful experiences from childhood and other stages of my life. The medicine allowed me to have clarity about those experiences and see myself and others from different perspectives. I found this to be (and it remains) profoundly freeing. It has also allowed me to shift my perspective cognitively and emotionally since, leading to a similar freeing from ways of perceiving, thinking and feeling that limit and burden me. The medicines and the facilitated experience were therapeutically rich. I would even say that beyond therapeutically, the experience was maturationally rich and helped me to grow and develop. "

"I came to the retreat hoping to experience feelings of awe in my life and to resolve some personal relationship issues . I left feeling more emotionally connected to and inspired by other people and nature with more awareness of my body and more understanding my personal boundaries and role. As I now try to comprehend the changed political climate, I keep going by recalling my feelings of hope and oneness that I experienced at the retreat. My fellow journeyers convinced me that men can support and respect women. We had some real dog lovers in the group. My journeys were not what I expected. I spent too much time on my first journey trying to put it into words. On my second journey I relaxed and enjoyed. I thought I would struggle with people from my past but I had only pleasant experiences and felt happy. I saw the air around me filled with sparkling shards of light and I could feel intentional and harmony watching a flock of birds circling in the sky. The ongoing one on one support offered by the team was amazing. They were always alert to our needs and concerns. We connected before and after each journey and had plenty of time to share and think. "

"I came to Confluence Retreats after experiencing some incredibly difficult events in my life that unveiled a host of old traumas, destructive thought loops and unproductive patterns. I was ready for an experience that could help me advance the work I was doing in therapy, let go of some of these past experiences and patterns, and find ways to let joy and love into my life. From the first moment I spoke to Myles until I finished the retreat (and even in the subsequent post-retreat support work), I felt safe, supported and cared for. He and the team at Confluence Retreats are exceptional facilitators and even more exceptional human beings. I learned so much from them, and their seemingly unending well of patience, support and presence for those who attend the retreats was inspiring. The retreat experience itself was magical. The natural setting was peaceful and allowed for deep contemplation and reflection. The structure of the retreat allowed me to set clear intentions before each journey, and the support that was provided to process my experiences was invaluable. I am convinced that a single journey alone would not have yielded as deep of an experience as I had at Confluence. The entire structure was all so incredibly well thought out and intentional. My experience with Myles and the team at Confluence Retreats has helped me show up as a more present, loving partner and father. I am experiencing joy and gratitude in a way that I never have before, and I feel a love and acceptance for who I am as a person that I have never felt. I struggle to find the words to convey how much I valued this experience. But, I can absolutely say that the investment of money and time I made in this experience was one of the best investments of my life, and it all culminated in a truly life changing experience. "

"I was intrigued with taking a psilocybin journey. It seemed I was in a rut and needed a reset. I meditate daily and that has helped me be my authentic self. It’s a slow steady process to get to that state with meditation. With psilocybin the process was intensified and shortened. In the past my meditation experience was filled with rumination. Now after psilocybin ruminating has decreased drastically. Similar to a 2 day meditation retreat in which the second day allows you to go deeper internally, the second session of psilocybin presented an opportunity to go deeper and experience those troubling emotions, ideas and feelings that occur during meditation. A reconciliation with those feelings occurred and I am less circumspect when interacting with others. My guard is down and I open up more easily. I faced some of the judgements I had of others and was able to reconcile and heal the hurt that those judgements caused. The psilocybin journey fits with my growth mindset. It has provided the fuel to help me grow. "

"Confluence filled my requirements for a positive set and setting for my first psychedelic experience. Meeting Myles via Zoom months before I would travel to Oregon was very helpful. Over those months it became clear to me that a group experience afforded much more than a second psychedelic opportunity. Three Zoom sessions with the group before meeting in person allayed any fears that the setting would not meet my expectations. I knew that my first journey would be among friends with a leader I could trust. Contemplating a psychedelic journey can be daunting, possibly overwhelming. Being with others who are seeking greater depth in their lives was helpful for me, encouraged me to be vulnerable, allowed me to dig deeply into my struggles with old self destructive habits. I am very grateful for the efforts of Myles and his team, to permit a voyage of self-discovery. As profound as my time was at Confluence, the subtle shift in my perception of myself remains with me. I compare Confluence to the best experiences I have had at Esalen. The quality of food and accommodations rival that storied place, the camaraderie exceeding the joyful experiences I have had at Esalen. "

"I was interested in the retreat experience to help find some clarity in my life on making a decision that felt like an important crossroads in life. I had experiences with psilocybin in my youth that were quite transformative to my life’s vision, but was very interested in the benefits of the facilitated approach. Even before arriving at the retreat Confluence made us feel safe, supported & understood. It felt like really having a great partner to dive into the deep end with! This continued throughout the retreat experience & this support from the facilitators, paired with the value of having a group to share with throughout the experience, breathwork sessions, & downtime in a magical setting in the forest & mountains was such a wonderful combination. The organizers of the retreat really put a lot of thought & care into structuring the program which made such a huge difference in the overall experience! Ultimately, the experience really helped me to get to the core of the issue I was facing, helping me bring some clarity to disparate & sometimes contradictory feelings, and draw some interesting connections across areas I didn’t even realize were interrelated. The journalling exercises & conversations with the facilitators between & after sessions really helped me to make sense of my experiences in a way that might not have been so clear on my own or without the time, space & support the longer retreat provided. After the retreat, I have already started taking steps in real life to put into practice some of my realizations & feel much more empowered & confident in my ability to do so! For anyone considering this type of experience I could not recommend Confluence more highly! "

"I came to Confluence Retreats after a long period of depression and anxiety, feeling like it was a last-ditch effort to find relief. Although I had researched and grown mushrooms myself, I was too anxious to try them beyond microdosing. After a personal and incredibly painful loss, I needed something to shift my perspective. The retreat’s immersive nature setting and the support from Myles and the team made all the difference. Their reassurance, including a doctor consultation, eased my health concerns, and by the time I arrived in Ashland, I already felt a sense of calm. The natural environment and Myles’ attentive care helped me feel truly ready for the journey. During the journey, an estranged friend kept coming to my mind. I hadn't realized how deeply this estrangement had affected me until that moment. After the retreat, I reached out, and reconnecting with them has enriched my life in ways I can’t fully describe. This experience also opened the door for me to reconnect with other friends, while also opening possibilities for my future that I never would have considered. Before the retreat, I couldn’t imagine a future where I felt fulfilled. I couldn’t even imagine a future where I existed. But now, while I still have work to do and healing to continue, I feel like my head is above water. That alone has been life-changing. I would recommend this retreat to anyone feeling helpless or worthless. It's not a magic cure, and it requires effort and commitment to the process, but it does offer a powerful shift in perspective."

"I attended the Confluence psilocybin retreat in Oregon in June of 2024. I had been on antidepressants for 20 years and despite having 5 beautiful children and a loving wife I had not felt joy in my life in as many years. As a practicing primary care physician for the past 30 years, I have treated thousands of patients with medications for depression, anxiety, and other psychiatric disorders. Although the medications are often effective at reducing symptoms, they do not lead to full remission and side effects are common. I reviewed the science behind the psychedelic treatment of depression and looked at many different options to experience it for myself. I wanted to get off my antidepressant and experience joy, gain insight into how to be more mentally present in the moment with my wife and kids, and find a way back to my old self. From my first phone call meeting with Myles, I knew a group retreat under his experienced and dedicated guidance at Confluence would be the safest and best option. Our small group spent 4 nights in the mountains outside Ashland, Oregon. The beautiful scenery itself was therapeutic. Immersed in nature with a structured program and supportive group, the retreat included 2 psilocybin journeys on separate days, which made all the difference. During my second psilocybin treatment, I experienced an overwhelming sense of joy. Sitting under multiple blankets, on a wooden deck overlooking a small garden, I began to cry while staring at beautiful visions of shimmering colors and shapes in the sky. Not a gentle trickle of tears, but a chaotic uncontrollable waterfall, interspersed with deep sighs and few if any thoughts. For once I was feeling, not just thinking. I cried for 40 minutes, not because I was sad, but because feeling joy in that moment made me realize how much joy I had missed in my life. The preparatory, meditation, breathwork, and especially the integration sessions after the psilocybin treatments, were indispensable to helping me understand the "set and setting" for my experience and to connect with others and myself. It has been 3 months now since my journey began. I remain off any antidepressant ( I stopped taking it just before the retreat), continue to communicate and share my journey with Myles and the others in my group, and truly feel like my brain has been reset. I discovered a new guiding philosophy for my life: "Feel More, Think Less"."

"Myles was a thoughtful facilitator who handled my experience with compassion and empathy. I learned a lot about myself and kept learning a few months later. He listened and helped me walk through my response. He helped me see how it was related to a traumatic incident and gave me valuable advice."

"I signed up for this retreat with a mix of anticipation and trepidation - probably like almost all participants. I set my intentions and imagined what the experience would be like. As the date grew nearer I shoved my low level anxiety aside and focused on what I assumed (hoped) my experience would be like. The pre-retreat group phone calls were very helpful - but what was truly wonderful was how quickly the six of us participants all bonded - it was a wonderful thing for a diverse group of people to feel. The forest and cabins where we stayed were lovely - adding immensely to the experience. Being in the woods was really special. To be honest the psilocybin flights were not what I had anticipated. I think I was assuming a magical instantaneous transformation. But what I came to realize is that the psilocybin is a tool and the real value is in how it opens you up to the changes you can make. It was several weeks after the retreat that I really began to understand this. I am prepared to be a fully active partner in my healing and the psilocybin has opened that door. Myles and Jules were wonderful - providing support and thoughtful reflections - always giving me more to think about. "

"The entire trip to Oregon and Confluence experience was great. I would recommend this to anyone. They were extremely caring and thorough in every aspect. As a bonus, the Ashland area is beautiful and there is so much to do. There aren’t enough good things to say about my experience"

"I had been interested in exploring psychedelics for a long time, given my extensive academic tenure in anthropology and what I’ve read about shamanistic events and how they defy explanation. Most recently, a book about mushrooms and their role in our ecosystems made my wife and I feel ready to try this now. We chose to go with Confluence Retreats because it was much more personalized and oriented to the individual (or individuals, in our case), and the preparation was curated to meet our needs as individuals and together as a couple. Confluence’s approach was deeper, had more experience behind it, and ultimately helped us feel safer than what we considered both from other providers in Oregon and opportunities in other countries. Myles was there to support us every step of the way as our organizer and facilitator including from planning our travel and logistics to Oregon down to the psilocybin session itself. He showed his presence and attunement to our needs in case the experience of the journey itself was different than we expected it might be. After the integration support of our retreat, I am taking home a deep awareness of what exists beyond our ordinary consciousness and expanding my view of life and its possibilities. This was a very positive outcome of the experience that aligned with my original intentions! Based on my experience, I highly recommend Confluence to anyone looking to explore psilocybin safely. With the guidance and support provided, it can be something that benefits the direction of your life… even in ways you were not anticipating!"

"I’m an extremely curious person and have always been interested in what the mind is capable of, so when I found out psilocybin was legal in Oregon, I thought with my husband, 'why not, let’s try it!' I did a lot of research online and ultimately found Confluence Retreats. I liked how safe and professional it seemed… and I was right! My experience was even more than what I expected; it was very intense, very deep and very hard to explain how much it opened up my view of life and I’m very glad I did it. In the weeks after leaving the retreat, my husband and I continue to find new insights and perspectives and it has opened us up to really interesting conversations. I couldn’t have asked for a better experience, in large part thanks to Myles and Confluence. I’ll always be glad that I did it and will likely do it again in the future…."

"I was incredibly anxious to sign up to a psilocybin journey and contacted over 10 providers in Oregon and Jamaica to try to reach an informed decision. In the end Confluence was clearly the standout- in particular he is incredibly knowledgeable and well researched on how to set up the experience to make everyone feel safe, and personally very patient and supportive throughout the process. For me the experience allowed me to work through some incredibly difficult childhood memories and emotions, and I've come out feeling significantly lighter, calmer, and happier. I feel much more secure in my relationships, and perhaps most importantly my relationship with myself. I am finding joy in the small things in life and feel more able to hear and listen to myself rather than the voice of others. I think the Confluence experience of spending 5 days in nature, in a group container with other likeminded people healing together, and the 2 journey experience were critical for me. This allowed me to ease into the journeys, gradually work through things, and feel the safety and support around me as I worked through these emotions. The price of the retreat is higher than others, but it is 100% worth it in my opinion, and I do think represents good value for the services offered compared to others, like having multiple sound baths, breathwork sessions, yoga sessions etc all included, and a wonderful facility at Omnia for the journeys themselves. I would recommend a Confluence retreat to everyone - and am currently encouraging my partner to join the next cohort. Thank you to Myles and the Confluence team for this life changing experience"

"This retreat went far above and beyond my expectations! I have suffered a great deal of personal loss. For the last 24 years, I've been battling a chronic autoimmune disease. Getting to know my health issues has been a long and hard road. Because of this, psilocybin retreats have been on my radar for the past year, and I reached out to Confluence because of their aftercare services. My health made me a little apprehensive since I had never taken psychedelic mushrooms; however, Myles' calm personality, vast knowledge, and extensive experience eased my fears! The care I received before and during the treatment was even more impressive than the treatment I received afterward, and I am still receiving aftercare support weeks after the program ended. As a result of my psilocybin retreat, my energy level has increased greatly, and my mood has improved significantly. It is hard to put into words just how much I’ve changed. This experience was also very positive for my marriage. My husband and I have been married for 45 years. Throughout my life, he has seen me at my worst, including chronic illness, and at my best. He told me following the retreat that he felt like he was getting "ME" back. That statement alone made this retreat worth it for me! Our relationship feels like it did when we first fell in love. Originally, I was going to do a private session, but I decided to make a 5-day retreat with a group, and it was a great experience!! The decision was so rewarding for me! If you are considering this, I highly recommend doing the 5-day retreat! In every way, it is well worth it! I gained so much more making a 5-day group retreat than I would have on my own. Being in a group added to this experience. We stayed in the southern Oregon mountains, where the scenery was stunning, and the fresh mountain air was amazing, especially for sleep. Because of my autoimmune disease, I know how important healthy food choices are and how that directly affects my day! I was grateful to find only the best organic, sustainable, healthy, and delicious foods served on the retreat! I highly recommend Confluence Retreats with Myles and his team if you consider a psilocybin journey. "

"For anyone like me who seeks to fully understand what they’re stepping into before embarking on a journey of this nature, I hope my experience provides some clarity and encouragement. As an African American woman, I also want to encourage people of color to be open to the amazing benefits of experiences like this. I chose to attend the Confluence retreat because, 2 ½ years earlier, I participated in another retreat outside the US and experienced significant life changes through psilocybin. That journey allowed me to discontinue my depression medication. However, recently, I felt myself regressing and needed a safe space to continue my healing. After enduring years of intense grief and pain, I yearned for a sense of lightness. Additionally, as I approached the end of my 40s, I wanted to confront the discomforts of aging. After speaking with Myles, I decided to join the June retreat. Right from the start, Confluence’s attentiveness and accommodation set them apart from my previous retreat. The individual and group preparation calls leading up to the retreat were invaluable. Unlike my first experience, where there was no such support, these sessions significantly reduced my fear and made me feel secure. This proactive approach by Confluence laid the groundwork for a safe and meaningful experience. During the retreat, we engaged in various activities such as meditation, nature walks, and other enriching modalities. These elements were wonderful additions that enhanced the overall experience. The accommodations were comfortable, and the forest setting was stunning. For the first time, I felt a deep, exciting connection with nature. Here’s a brief synopsis of what I gained: I discovered a profound sense of freedom and pure love. After a transformative week in the Oregon mountains, God revealed the beauty of His freedom to me. Most of my life, I lived for others, absorbing their pain and fears as my own, always sacrificing and believing that enduring with those who drained me was a virtue. Now, I am thrilled to love myself freely. The tears I shed turned into a beautiful tapestry of healing and gratitude. I had two sessions with the medicine, which I found to be the perfect amount. The second session allowed me to let go and experience less anxiety. I truly believe that having two sessions close together is more impactful than just one. In conclusion, I am immensely grateful to have found a retreat center in the US that is committed to excellence and integrity. Their dedication to creating a safe and supportive environment made all the difference in my journey. I have recommended Confluence to my friends, and the facilitators have become my extended family and support now."

"Having learned of the legal use of psilocybin in Oregon before a road trip to Oregon, I wanted to look into the possibility of getting on board. I had ample time to research the options online and connected with Myles. Part of interacting with Myles is the quick realization that you are dealing with someone who is proactive, well organized, and energetic. Due to unforeseen circumstances, a planned trip with a friend turned out to be a solo journey. This was not ideal, but it turned out very well for me thanks to Myles. I cannot praise his competence, knowledgeability, and generally empathetic attitude too highly. I remain in contact with him; it is part of his practice, and in short, I strongly recommend undertaking a journey with him and Confluence Retreats."

"Attending the Confluence retreat was truly transformative. The knowledgeable and experienced individuals who led the retreat provided a safe and supportive environment for my self-exploration and growth. The guided experiences and ceremonies outside of the journeys were completely complementary, profound, and were the beginnings of deep insights and personal breakthroughs. Knowing full well that creating a holistic and safe space for nurturing and growth is paramount for many, Confluence paid full attention to even provide organic, local, homemade (yet professionally catered) meals to nourish us in all avenues of our time together. While the five days were tough and real transformative work, I left feeling rejuvenated, with a renewed sense of gratitude, belonging (friendships were made!), and purpose. I highly recommend saying “yes” to this powerful experience for anyone seeking a holistic approach to healing and self-discovery; this retreat is for anyone who wants to safely have their own journey with psilocybin, as it offers a unique opportunity for healing and self-discovery."

"So glad I went on this self-exploration journey! The medicine was sacred and powerful . . . But there was so much more! The skilled staff provided a variety of activities that enhanced most aspects of our time there. It was easy to go with the flow of the journey knowing I was in capable and caring hands. And, that educated, informed, passionate care continues long past the retreat. Highly recommended!"