Compassionate Self

As for all medicine and especially drugs I need to find the right dosis and combination. This was very important for me to get an idea or feeling what could be expected from psychedelics.. I already have decades of experiences with group therapy and Zen meditation in order to know when coming close to soul, heart or inner child and which processes this closeness can induce in me and what part of it is due to the group experience. What I already learned especially from meditation practice is patience and endurance. After several journeys with Compassionate Self my conclusion is that the psychedelic experience itself is not that important. For me the longterm effect (afterglow and extended brain plasticity) works slowly but efficient. And what I learned painfully over the years with different practices is that the gate keeper of my inner core denies access .when I impatient or even forcefully try to enter. It is not due to insufficient healing success but just a matter of courtesy the way my soul wants to be adressed. I do not expect anymore answers because my soul doesn`t hear my questions. Probably it is not her language. No more begging, quarelling and no more crying at its door and...there she is! Ready to dance with me and together collecting teardrops like stars from the sky.
"If you enter Tao it vanishes" or "Does a Dog has Buddha Nature! Sure?"
And together with my soul the deeper meaning of Koans enfolds: No Answer No Question Gate open
Much Thanks to Sarah and Nic and Payam and all the Tears and NoTears
Michael

I had a lot of retreats and spiritual experiences in the past but nothing like this one. Nic and Payam were a symbiosis of guides that led us through a weekend of love, compassion, and healing. Even the aftercare and the provided information to continue the work were exceptionally well curated. I would recommend this retreat, or also both of them individually, to everyone who wants to explore more of their real self behind all the emotion, suffering, and struggle. The food and the bond between the participants were as well mindfully curated and formed a feeling of oneness that kept continuing giving into every minute more spent with them. The event location, a former barn, is a great space converted into a place that holds so much and provides a feeling of safety, belonging, and just pure love. I definitely will be back to experience more of their wisdom and to be able to benefit more from their loving kindness.

I am very happy I did this retreat with Nic & Sarah. It was my first time with them and a truffle ceremony (or any type of retreat or psychedelics for that matter), but I felt very safe and at ease. Mostly that is because of the way they are as human beings and professionals and how well and fluently the weekend is built up and organized. Everything is designed to make you feel at home and to benefit most from this healing journey during the whole weekend. I very liked as well that there are online meetings before and after.

Everything was perfect!

Eva and I took part in the Compassionate Self psilocybin truffle Weekend Group Retreat on 5–7 June, and it was one of the most meaningful and beautifully held experiences we have shared.

From the very beginning, Nick and Sarah created a warm, safe and deeply compassionate space. Their knowledge, sensitivity and calm presence made us feel fully supported throughout the whole process - from the personal intake and preparation sessions to the ceremony itself, the sharing circles, breathwork, parts mapping and integration afterwards.

The retreat was thoughtfully structured and never rushed. Every element seemed carefully designed to help participants feel grounded, open and cared for. The vegetarian meals were fresh and nourishing, the accommodation was comfortable, and the atmosphere within the group became trusting and kind very quickly.

The psilocybin truffle ceremony itself was profound, horizon-expanding and deeply healing. Nick and Sarah guided the journey with great skill, respect and humanity, allowing each person to explore their own inner landscape while feeling safely supported.

We left feeling lighter, more connected and genuinely grateful. I would highly recommend Compassionate Self to anyone seeking a carefully guided, compassionate and transformative psychedelic retreat.