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For more informations:
marferrarinaturopatia@gmail.com
Whatsapp +50663995121 @madrediosa_puertoviejo
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Mar has been working for twenty years guiding people through therapeutic processes, supported by homeopathy and natural remedies, and for the last six years she has been exploring shamanic tools such as Ayahuasca, Rapé, Kambo, and Psilocybin.
"I feel a deep calling and commitment to be a light in service to others, willing to give my knowledge, love, support, and tools so that you can connect with the intentions of your soul, free yourself from false beliefs, transform yourself, activate your gifts, and reach the highest expression of yourself, your truth, and fulfill your legacy.
You will be held by my feminine, motherly, loving, sweet, and caring energy in a safe and magical space where you will feel the unconditional support of Pachamama and experience oneness.
In this environment, I am proud to share that I have never witnessed frightening processes; it has always been a journey held in bliss and compassion.
Your heart will open doors to places from your past and your future, where you may reconnect with loved ones and spirit guides. My tools and experience will accompany you on this emotional journey of laughter and tears."
Whatsapp +50663995121 for more informations - IMPORTANT you register through Retreat Guru - first payment is fully refundable.
Details of this retreat
What opens consciousness must be integrated. Across cultures, awakening was never left to chance. There were protocols. Guidance. Containment. Rebuilding phases. Modern society removed the containers. As a result, many people now experience:
● ego dissolution without reintegration ● expanded awareness without grounding
● heightened sensitivity without protection
● profound awakening followed by confusion, isolation or collapse.
This journey is for:
● seekers who crossed a threshold — and don’t know how to live back “here” ● people who feel their awakening made things harder instead of clearer
● anyone who has touched oneness and then lost their sense of self.
And if you've ever wondered:
Why do some awakenings destabilize instead of heal? How do I dissolve ego without losing my mind? How do I rebuild myself after everything collapsed?
The Medicine opens the gate. But only you walk through. And unless you consciously choose the new identity, the old one rebuilds itself.
These sessions offer a grounded space to slow down, reflect, make sense of what emerged, and explore how your experience can become part of your life rather than something that remains separate from it.
We may explore shifts in identity, relationships, emotions, values, purpose, boundaries, spirituality, and the practical changes that may be asking to happen.
You don't have to figure it all out alone.
This is a 1:1 integration space for people who have crossed a profound inner threshold and are ready to bring what they discovered back into everyday life.
Schedule
Opening & Grounding
Your Experience
Deep Exploration
Integration & Practical Steps
Closing & Personal Reflection
Note: Schedule is approximate and may change
What's Included
3 - 1:1 sessions
Personalized, confidential space
Guided conversation and deep exploration
Support to process insights, emotions and challenges
Practical integration strategies for everyday life
Personalized reflection prompts to continue your process after the session
What's Not Included
Plant medicine or ceremonial substances
Ceremony or facilitated medicine sessions
Medical or psychiatric treatment
Psychotherapy or diagnosis
Emergency or crisis support
Customer Reviews
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5.0
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The tears of the Grand Mother!!! Washed away by the rain then starstruck!
Finding the right retreat for our Ayahuasca experience was a careful process, but during our first video call with Madrediosa, we instantly felt a sense of genuine authenticity that put us completely at ease. As a registered nurse and a vegan long-distance runner, approaching healing from a holistic perspective is vital to our household. While we had prior experience with plant medicines like San Pedro, Kambo, and psilocybin, we knew Ayahuasca required immense trust. Mar proved to be the absolute right choice. She is a remarkably kind and loving facilitator who guided us safely back to our hearts.
We wanted a true jungle environment to disconnect from our daily lives and reconnect with ourselves and the world. The setting delivered completely. The lush nature, the dancing stars, and even the intense rain on the day of our first ceremony elevated the entire experience. We strictly followed the physical and emotional protocols, and the two sessions we had with Mar went far beyond our expectations.
The healing we each received was uniquely profound. It lifted the heavy weight of unspoken trauma and daily micro-aggressions, bringing a sense of lightness and relief that hadn’t been felt in twenty years. It washed away the anxieties of the daily "rat race" and replaced them with an overwhelming sense of wonder, discovery, and community. Looking up at the stars, we experienced a breathtaking realization that our lifelong search for "meaning" was finally over. The meaning was simply to take a breath, appreciate the present moment, and extend radical empathy to everyone around us.
Mar, thank you for your incredible generosity and for sharing your light. You helped us remember that we have the power to direct our attention to what truly matters. We are still integrating the depth and the profound impact this had on our minds and souls, but we are leaving lighter, more present, and forever grateful. We are still on a cloud, and with zero regrets, we know we will be back.
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Amazing experience
Mar is such a kind and beautiful soul. I have learned so much about myself on this beautiful aya journey. I’ve also made incredible life long friendships/ relationships I will cherish forever. The place is absolutely stunning with such a short walk to town and the beach. 10/10 would recommend this life changing retreat.
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Madrediosa Retreat Experience
We had an absolutely incredible experience at Madrediosa. From the moment we arrived, we felt a deep sense of peace—the environment is beautiful, grounding, and filled with positive energy. It’s a truly special space that feels intentionally created for healing, reflection, and connection.
The ceremony itself was beyond anything we could have imagined and ended up being a life-changing experience for both me and my boyfriend. We came in with open minds, but what we experienced went far beyond our expectations. It brought deep emotional clarity, powerful insights, and a sense of renewal that’s hard to fully put into words.
Throughout the entire journey, we felt completely safe, supported, and cared for. The guidance during the ceremony was intuitive and reassuring, allowing us to fully trust and surrender to the process. Even outside of the ceremony, the host was present, compassionate, and genuinely invested in our well-being, which made the experience even more meaningful.
Since then, we’ve both noticed a deep inner shift—more clarity, emotional openness, and a stronger connection to ourselves and each other. There’s a lasting sense of peace and understanding that we now carry into our daily lives.
We are incredibly grateful for this experience and would highly recommend it to anyone who feels called to this kind of journey. 🙏
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Wonderful introduction to ayahuasca
MADREDIOSA Guided my experience with compassion and patience from beginning to end. She was extremely insightful And created a safe space for me to have an unforgettable experience. If you want To go on an Journey of Of self discovery and mind expansion using these traditional sacred medicines I would Highly recommend her. She is extremely knowledgeable and experienced.
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Madrediosa is Utopia
Madrediosa…. This was the highlight of my 20 day Costa Rica trip.
I booked the 6-day private aya medicine retreat on retreat guru. I don’t know what I was expecting, but I wasn’t prepared to step into such a warm, welcoming and vibrant oasis to be able to call home for a week.
The space itself is simple, but beautiful and intentional. The location is incredible. Super peaceful, deep jungle vibes but you can still hear the waves rolling in at Playa Cocles and you can walk into town. Perfection.
Mar, the host and spirit guide, is the best part of it all. She is a joyous lunatic in all the best ways ❤️ . Such an incredible light of a human being, vibrant, fun energy and made me feel not only welcome but genuinely cared for the whole time. We spent days together, got to meet a handful of her amazing friends and she made the experience something I will never, ever forget.
It was the perfect blend of holding space for my emotions, lifting my spirit up to appreciate the beauty all around us, and LOTS of laughter. I did the 6 day aya medicine retreat. If i could do it all again i would have stayed there the whole time. It was so intimate and genuine. I am so glad I chose Madrediosa over the large group retreats in CR. If I could do it all again i wouldn’t change a thing, except maybe never leaving lol.
All of Costa Rica was beautiful and fun, but this was my little utopia and I truly miss it already. I will absolutely be coming back just to visit Mar and Madrediosa.
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This program offers flexible scheduling, allowing you to arrange the date of your retreat directly with the host.
Open Dates
Payments made through Retreat Guru do not include the cost of: plant medicine, psychedelics or similar products.
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Rebirth Through Integration – 3 Sessions 1:1 Post-Plant Medicine Guidance